beautiful sadness..

i just want to share this..got a text message from a friend and it's very timely..

in one episode of SOUTHPARK, stan found his friend butters who just had his heart broken, , sitting by the gutter, soaked up in rain and tears

Butters: "uh well yeah, im sad, but at the same time im really happy dat something could make me feel this sad..it's like..it makes me feel alive u know? it makes me feel human. d only reason y i fil ds bad is because i felt something really gud before.... so i have to take the bad with the good..so i guess wat im filing is lyk beautiful sadness..

i want to be like BUTTERS, i want to see the brighter side of things though they're pulling me down..i know i can..because i have to...