i'm really tired..

i’m really tired of loving him..i’ve done everything I could to push him away but i can’t seem to let go..for him, i’m just someone he spends time with..a nobody..why do i have to go and torture myself for a love that will never be..why do i cry over someone who cares less of how I feel..someone who doesn’t even appreciate all the efforts i’m doing to make him happy whenever we’re together..i’m so tired..realy, really tired of loving him