changes...

it's been 3 years after we started talking again...we lost track of each other after i lost my cellphone then..i was surprised when a familiar name sent me a message through FS asking for my number.. and so there goes the friendship again.. just like before we started texting and talking over the phone again till the wee hours of the morning and i would even sneak up my cellphone so we can send messages though i''m working...we shared laughs, a lot of meaningful conversations and even tears.. i cried with him when he was in despair after breaking up with her GF of two years..but then again ..maybe nothing will stay the same as they are.. the past few weeks had been very stressful and busy for the both of us...then he met a new friend..

since then he seldom send messages or call me..we rarely see each other.. well maybe that's life..roles change..priorities change..nothings permanent except change.. kinda hard to accept but i have too.. though it saddens me..i have no choice but to accept it..it's just hard to deal with everyday again if you got used to something then all of a sudden it's not there anymore.. he may say he never left my side, but that's not how it feels...

if he'll come to read this blog..i want to say that for me nothing wil change..though we may not talk or text or call each other everyday.. i'll still be here when you'll need me.. :(