missing my chubbs

i finally made one of the toughest decisions i have to make for quite sometime now..i had to let him go..i just felt that it’s not working anymore…for the past seven months we agreed upon this set up, i have to end it, cause it’ s hurting me so badly already..it’s really hard if you’re in a relationship that doesn’t have any commitment there’s no security..no assurance..i was so stupid and so frail to fall for someone who care less for what I really feel, for the things that I do and sacrifice just for him to be happy though it hurts already… i should’ve avoided this from coming but i think it’s just bound to happen..my heart is bound to be broken again, just another experience..another learning ground…if only I can go back to how we started, when we first knew each other..we could’ve stick to friendship..but as always, can’t stop what’s really bound to happen..i’m hurting..but surviving..

this is my song…

If the feeling is gone please don’t pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
and it hurts to admit it
I can tell that the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you’re not coming back to me
You know i’ll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone

There’s a sadness in your smile
Though I try to conceal it
I can tell that the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you’re not coming back to me
You know i’ll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you’re not coming back to me
You know i’ll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone….

Stay..