missing my chubbs...when is this going to end..

been happy and laughing hard this past few days..maybe because my office mates and friends here at 24/7 has become my diversion for the crisis our family is going through right now..happy for meeting a new friend (our new teammate MEL)..though some of our teammates are teasing me that i'm happier coz he's around...partially true, it's because as i said, i know i have gained another friend..he's like my papi vick that's it

earlier before my afternoon shift started, i saw my chubbs...i pretended i didn't saw him.. i still feel that pain in my heart for us being away from each other for good...then at around 7:30pm i was surprised that i received this text message...

"we may not b lyk b4 & we may have difrnt companions, but i want u to know that i nvr stop being hir 4 u...a frnd u nvr always see, but u always have..."

why is it that when im trying to move on..his presence will then linger.. i hate this feeling...