PMS

So I'm writing this now lying on my back,using my ipod.. So tired and sleepy since I just got off from my shift.Last night was my first night at work after being on vacation after my operation. I felt so much pressure last night due to the fact that my team is not doing so well with our metrics, I have a lot of updates to catch up on with and I only have half a month to do good with my stats since I don't want to be taken out of the JEDI program. My body clock would again try to adjust with my crazy working hours and yesterday was also the first day of menstruation (yes of course I have to mention that because it's the title of this blog).

So as everybody knows it especially for girls, having our period makes us irritable, stubborn and highly emotional and moody. Last night I tried my very best to not allow PMS get into the way of my work and how I dealt with the people around me. I think the only recepient of my monthly dreaded period for February would be my bestfriend nget-nget. I'm soooo irritatwed with him right now. Stupid as I am, I' m kinda jealous with the attention that he's devoting to my bebes and less attention for me :( I know it's wrong and I know again that I'm going through a phase on this friendship that we have. I'm blogging this for I do 't want him to know nor my bebes because I know for a fact that it's wrong. Besides, it is I who wanted also for him to get close and befriend them.

I hope that this friendship will teach me to become more mature and understand things in a different perspective unlike before. I hope that I will have a better mindset over things like friendship and relationship and I may learn when to draw the lines when they're needed.

PMS - PromiseMySelf I'll be better this day moving forward